I’m not usually one for looking too deeply into song lyrics but this one hit me hard:<\/p>\n
https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/track\/2gTVUNQeGtHXKWlrgcXcvG?si=7dA1ynrlTVOERL73Y8KGTw<\/a><\/p>\n Nightlife<\/em>– Off With Their Heads<\/p>\n “I left it to chance; I never should\u2019ve let this get so far out of hand Don\u2019t be alarmed, I have to lie Don\u2019t wanna be like this, anxious and angry or hopeless and upset- all the time Don\u2019t be alarmed, I have to lie Feel like this every night I’m not usually one for looking too deeply into song lyrics but this one hit me hard: https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/track\/2gTVUNQeGtHXKWlrgcXcvG?si=7dA1ynrlTVOERL73Y8KGTw Nightlife– Off With Their Heads “I left it to chance; I never should\u2019ve let this get so far out of hand But I\u2019ll do anything to not be alone \u2019cause when I\u2019m alone you know I\u2019ll\u2026 I … Continue reading Nightlife<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-60","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dankaufman.org\/WP\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/60","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dankaufman.org\/WP\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dankaufman.org\/WP\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dankaufman.org\/WP\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dankaufman.org\/WP\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=60"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.dankaufman.org\/WP\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/60\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":62,"href":"https:\/\/www.dankaufman.org\/WP\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/60\/revisions\/62"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dankaufman.org\/WP\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=60"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dankaufman.org\/WP\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=60"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dankaufman.org\/WP\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=60"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\nBut I\u2019ll do anything to not be alone \u2019cause when I\u2019m alone you know I\u2019ll\u2026
\nI can easily fall back into old habits that I thought I\u2019d left behind
\nAnd they rip me apart and I realize\u2026<\/p>\n
\nTake everything and keep it inside
\nI know I\u2019m sick and I\u2019m not right. I\u2019m so fucking tired of living this life
\nI made for myself, I\u2019m sorry that I cannot get past what keeps me away from the light
\nI hope this explains my problem to you, because I feel like this every night<\/p>\n
\nUnable to get back the feeling I lost somewhere along the line
\nI wear it all on my sleeve and everyone sees no matter how hard I try
\nI\u2019ve never felt worse in my whole life<\/p>\n
\nTake everything and keep it in stride
\nI know I\u2019m sick and I\u2019m not right. I\u2019m so fucking tired of living this life
\nI made for myself, I\u2019m sorry that I cannot get past what keeps me away from the light
\nI hope this explains my problem to you, because I feel like this every night<\/p>\n
\n(Night after night)”<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"